I'm thinking too much, and that can't be a good thing. I'm trying to rationalize everything I feel, think or experience. And that is a bad thing. We can't rationalize everything that happens in our lives. It's anti-natural.

The big problem for me is that the more I try to find rational explanations for things that haven't any explanation at all, the more miserable I feel (don't get me wrong… I'm not a depressive guy) and the less I understand the things I was thinking about. The majority of what happens to me is quite simple and has no need of deep thinking to be understood… I just don't seem capable of explaining that to my subconscious. So I'll continue to try and understand everything that I feel, try to find second meanings in everything that's said to me and try to guess different meanings in the simple thoughts I have. I guess (as I once read) I'm only human.