When I first started my blog, I wanted it to be something different, I wanted to write only what I thought, only what I dream, only what I saw, with no influence of people around me. I didn't want to find myself wondering about what someone would think while reading what I was writing. I believe the three first entries accomplished that goal.
I found myself today, completely unfocused of my goal. During the last months I didn't wrote very much because every time I started to write something I would start thinking of what the others would think of what I was writing, and how could I write what I wanted without being jugged by all the people I know… In the majority of times I would not write anything…
Today, while reading something I realized that I was starting to avoid writing and coming up with all sorts of excuses, so I wouldn't write what was on my mind.
I believe this is the first entry in a long time where I'm writing exactly what I want, and I hope I'll be able to maintain that…
