Life

Routine brings me down.
My life is so predictable, nothing exciting is predicted in the next three weeks... nothing unpredictable will happen in the near future. That is really sad. In the next three weeks I won't have any goals worth accomplishing, there is no motivation really to get out of bed.

I feel lost!!!

Waking up and realizing that the most vibrant moment of the day will be those 40 minutes on the treadmill at the gym... to see if I can beat the time of the day before..

Knowing everyday that I could be much better on my job (not that I'm bad... but I could be really really good)... but there is no motivation whatsoever to accomplish that... none at all (my last two auto-evaluations haven't even been read by anyone)!

I feel sad...

A friend tells me that I'm depressed. I'm tented to agree... but the reality is that I wonder why isn't the entire world felling like me... I'm unable to see any reason to smile tomorrow morning when I wake up.

I miss you... too much to smile.

Taiwan 2009

The Best is Yet to Come

Life can't be perfect

Well I have to say that until last Tuesday, I was probably the most happy person on earth... now I'm the happiest person on earth but with a cold...
But still, even with fever, cough and lots of people thinking I may have the "deadly" Influenza A, I manage to be extremely happy. And that's all due to the fact that every time I close my eyes I see her smile, every time I think of her I can smell her scent. She gives meaning to my existence, and that was something that was missing for a long time in my life.
I'm finally in love.

Little Thought

Actually I'm glad that reset button doesn't exist. I'll post more after 17th September.