So the other day I read something that got stuck in my head:
“…one tends to be a little dramatic in their early 20's”
I guess it’s true, after all if you read all the stuff I write it’s almost entirely about how good or bad I feel, what I think of others and other things in the same tone as everybody else.
Not that I was thinking of writing something different of what you can read in anyone’s blog… ok I wanted… I thought I would be able to be unique (I admit it was an arrogant thought)… now that I think about it… I thought I could be better than everybody else… or at least a lot more eloquent. It’s clear now that I’m not, either, better nor more eloquent. I’m just as good as the person sitting next to me in the bus and although in one hand that’s kind of reassuring, on the other, until a certain point in my life I though I was really good on a couple of things… and I now realised that I’m not… I realised that the majority of people (group in which I’m included) aren’t really good at anything. Not that we suck… but we aren’t extraordinary in anything… and that kind of makes me sad… yes I know this is also kind of an arrogant attitude… but I can’t help it.
Well I guess that I’m still in my early 20’s!
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